July, 2005


30
Jul 05

My current fav song

There’s Gotta be more to Life by Stacie Orrico. Kinda old yes, but I love this song~~

I’ve got it all, but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I’m emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I’m missing
And why can’t I let it go

There’s gotta be more to life…
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I’m…
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well it’s life, but I’m sure… there’s gotta be more
Than wanting more

I’ve got the time and I’m wasting it slowly
Here in this moment I’m half way out the door
Onto the next thing, I’m searching for something that’s missing

There’s gotta be more to life…
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I’m…
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well it’s life, but I’m sure… there’s gotta be more
I’m wanting more…..

I’m always waiting on something other than this
Why am I feelin’ like there’s something I missed…..

There’s gotta be more to life…
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I’m…
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well it’s life, but I’m sure… there’s gotta be more to life…

Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I’m…
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well it’s life, but I’m sure… there’s gotta be more to life….life..
ohh…more to life..life..theres gotta be more to life…
ohh…more to life….theres gotta be more to life…ohhh


28
Jul 05

Damn cool cars


WRX.

Evo 9.

Lambo~~

Checking out cool cars always makes me feel better.


25
Jul 05

The Magic Crane and the Farmer

The farmer thinks that the magic crane has totally forgotten him. Happy as the magic crane might be in its new magical realm, it still thinks about the farmer all the time.

But the magic crane has to leave as the magical realm is where it belongs. It hopes that the farmer could be happy. It knows that the farmer is strong and could cope with anything that comes along.

Despite what it seems like, it thinks of the farmer whenever it goes to a place where they have been to together. When it sees his favorite food. When it recalls the wonderful memories they’ve had together.

Does the farmer think that the magic crane does not care about him anymore? The magic crane desires to be in the place he belongs, but it is not devoid of feelings.

The magic crane misses the farmer.

P.S: Don’t cry.


25
Jul 05

Goodness!!

Oh my goodness, this is damn cool shit.

I JUST REALIZED THAT JIE YING IS MY COUSIN!!!

Goodness gracious.

Yesterday at Sentosa we were like thinking, hmm such a coincidence, how come she got same surname as my mum, very rare one ma… Then the rest were like jokingly saying that we might actually be relatives, and played together when we were kids. Maybe when I was small she always bully me one.

So today she went to check with her father while I actually didn’t believe that it could be such a coincidence. So guess my shock when it’s true!!

So we’ve been through the camp and like, around 10 outings without realizing that she’s my biao mei~~

And she happens to be one of my closer friends in the group loh. And she’s been my partner for most of the games in orientation camp~~

This is damn cool shit man; the world is such a small place!


24
Jul 05

Basketball is gay?

Came across a certain someone’s blog in which he says bball is gay~~

Hmm I’m guessing he isn’t really serious about it but I don’t really know, maybe he is. I am no Absolute Moralist and I understand everyone has his likes and dislikes but I really don’t understand what’s gay about bball.

I mean, I’m not saying it’s man or anything, but does it deserve such a negative criticism?

He mentions that bball is for guys who wanna like act shuai and show off to his girlfriend or to impress girls or something.

I mean, like, “DUH?!” The “act shuai” element; isn’t it like a part of every sport or in fact everything that you like?? You play a sport because you enjoy the feeling of playing it. You enjoy basketball because the feeling of hearing the “CHOP!” is damn shiok. Because driving past your opponent feels damn empowering. Because a nice pass looks damn chio.

Who likes to play a sport in which he consciously knows that his actions look stupid and ugly?!

And about the showing off to girlfriend part. For a fact, I don’t think my previous gf has ever seen me play bball before man.. I don’t know why lah, don’t know if it’s really no chance or she doesn’t like to watch, but she never watch before loh. So I want to show off also cannot. Not there’s anything much to show anyway lah.

About the impressing girls part. Yeah lah, got girls watching of course you’ll be more energetic. I mean, got people watch of course more energetic lah, even if they’re guys. Budden even if got girls also all like ah lians loh.

So like if they ever get to see me perform, it’s when we’re slaughtering their ah beng boyfriends loh. So they might not even be impressed. Cursing and swearing maybe.

Yeah I know, I also hate those ah bengs who play bball either barefooted or in their super bright coloured slippers and no fear tight t-shirts. I also hate it when people wear their FULL jersey and walk around in shopping malls.

Budden there are ballers I damn admire also loh. Got one quite ah beng one starting I also dun like him one. But gradually I find that he’s actually just, beng loh.. But he’s really nice and he’s frickin good loh, kaoZ. Yeah he’s taller than me lah, budden even if we’re the same height I think he will trash me loh.

Then not long ago got another little kid we met at the CC also. He’s damn frickin good also loh, and he’s like, what, 17, I think? I think he’s really damn talented loh, I was really damn amazed by his skills. About 173 cm ba, not very tall, but his control and speed is totally madness loh.

One reason I really HATE it when people who lose to my team complain about my HEIGHT. It’s like, please loh, if you really look at it properly, the difference between 170 and 180 is like, one head only loh. And 180 is NOT VERY TALL LOH. Wait till you see those 2m freaks.

And when I encounter those teams with distinct height disadvantage one, I will automatically start playing guard and not eat them loh. Play guard i.e. controlling the ball alot and not using height advantage. But they can still shamelessly shake their heads when I score and sigh “so tall…”

Okay so in conclusion, most ballers are okay loh. All sports have their black sheep one wad.

So long live bball!

23
Jul 05

Shambaa

Okay, Shambaa is actually the name of the orientation group I was in. The camp was damn fun because it was filled with frickin damn onZ people. I am still pretty amazed by the number of outings that have been organized since the end of the camp.

The camp started on the 28th June, ended on 2nd July. Since then…

4th July: KTV, Initial D outing.
7th July: Sports day @ NUS
8th July: Sentosa; volleyball and Sakae Sushi fiesta.
12th July: Chilling out at Scum king’s place.
13th July: KTV at KBox, Mambo @ Zouk.
16th July: Cycling @ ECP, then potluck at Gab’s place.
17th July: Piracy infesto @ JB, seafood madness @ Orang Asli.
18th July: Sentosa; volleyball and captain’s ball, then Sakae Sushi at Funan IT Mall.
20July: Ladies Night, free entry @ China Black, then chilled out at Lau Pa Sat.
24th July: Probably Sentosa again.

As you can see, this is simply madness. From the above statistics, we have had like 10 outings in 22 days, which is like one outing every other day and in percentage it’s like 45% of the days since the camp ended we’ve had outings.

Madness.

22
Jul 05

You can’t have your cake and eat it.

I totally disagree with this saying.

If you can’t eat your cake, then what the hell do you want it for?!


22
Jul 05

Gay Bash

Okay this is outdated already cos the gay bash happened yesterday but I’m gonna write it anyway cos gay bashes don’t happen everyday.

Yeah, so we started the day off with a change of plans (not a very good start isn’t it); we’re going to get the food stuff instead of bball first, as opposed to the other way round according to the original plan.

Yeah and they were complaining that I was a lousy host when I already made it very clear that I am only providing the place and am NOT THE HOST. It was a lame excuse I think haha, I’m just too lazy I guess, and Rhasta scolded me for going to China Black the night before.

So we proceeded back to my place for preparations of the food; basically cow and idol were the chefs and I was like the saikang warrior providing much-needed support like opening the plastic bags. The rest, leo, tyy, rhasta and juggernaut were just chilling out in the room and playing DOTA. Okay, maybe I should say WATCHING RHASTA PLAY DOTA.

Yeah so after bball at a lousy court (cos the good court was being occupied) and all of us playing pretty much like shit and blaming the court and me getting scolded by them again for being a farked up host and bathing, we finally proceed to the pits~


And so the action begins.

Idol, cow and juggernaut. So nice this pic.

Idol, Juggernaut and COW. Juggernaut is so cute.

This is what you get when you call me a farked up host.

Now you see why this is a gay bash?

Okay I realize I’ve got nothing much to say cos a picture says a thousand words and I have like 5 pictures here so I’ve in effect said 5 thousand words and I’m getting breathless.

All I want to say is that despite me being a damn bad host, the BBQ was a success! The food was damn nice lah. They all were like beaming about it. And I realize how SNAG this buncha people are. I really really pale in comparison man.


21
Jul 05

Sister’s Commencement and China Black


Me, Sis and Mum. (If you din figure that out, I don’t know what to say)

Well first of all, I wanna say that my sis’s commencement a.k.a graduation has nothing to do with China Black so the title for this entry might seem weird. It’s just that yesterday, I went for for sis’s commencement, then China Black.

COMMENCEMENTS ARE DAMN FRICKIN BORING.

Like, I’m there to see my sister graduate loh, and I don’t really give a damn about the other 1000 plus SMU graduates and I don’t really wanna listen to what the professors and the serious people have to say. In short, out of the about 5 hours I spent there, less than one hour was spent constructively.

What makes up the one hour: Taking pictures, seeing my sister graduate (DUH), and RECEPTION. The food wasn’t wonderful, but I eat anything so I’m alright.

Got home pretty late cos’ my sister went to exchange money for her HK trip so I was left to SHOP with my mum. Sis took frickin long and by the time I got home I only had time to have a quick dinner before going off to China Black where I’m meeting the Scums and Scum-bus.

I was late for half an hour loh. Hai sorry sorry haha.

First thing that happened when I reached was realize that Andy lost his IC and 11B~ Sigh, damn sad, I can totally empathize with him. Without any form of identification, he couldn’t join us so he went home sigh.

So then we got in for awhile and I got hungry, so I went to Mac with Alvin and Ying~ Bought a Big Mac EVM, then the rest of the Shambaa came out as well hahah, think they very sianz. Sow e had a mini-chionging session at Macs before going back to China Black.

Well I guess the chiong-ing part was pretty sianz cos’ the music was quite duh and we all couldn’t get HIGH.

But the pair of gays was quite funny. Carressing each other on the platform~~ Quite good-looking lah, got nice build. They asked Ying up to dance hahah I think if she did I’d faint. Ying said she saw them like discussing about me. Damn shitty, I think I always get all the wrong attention one.

Either that or they noticed I was looking at them alot and thought I was INTERESTED IN EITHER OF THEM.

Left at about 2 a.m. and went to Lau Pa Sat for supper. Sat there and talked nonsense, about different JCs, smoking, taking drugs, learning driving, and life in general.

Got home at 5 plus~~ I think I’m slowly killing myself by consciously depriving myself of much-needed sleep. And here I am writing blog at 11:36 p.m.


21
Jul 05

Annonymous comments??

Hmm,
Why are the comments left annonymous? I thought blogspot automatically states the name of the person leaving the comment?

Hmm, might be my template. So people, if you leave comments, please tell me who you are~

So that it’ll be easier for me to go chop you if you leave wicked comments.

No lah, kidding lah hiak hiak.